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No Good Deed Goes Unpunished...

You can't play on broken strings...
Sunday, 28 March 2010 May Angels Lead You In...28/3/2010 9.15am.
Rest in Peace.
I love you.

<3

xPosted byBartokat14:10No comments: Wednesday, 17 February 2010 17/2/10Someone's reading this.
He's waiting for me to say something derogatory about him.
But, I'm bigger than that. It's not gonna happen.
He may post one about me, but this one is definitely not about him.
So, if that someone is you. Bye bye (:

Anyways.... it's been a while lads and lasses (:
I've really got nothing of interest to say. But I want to post a blog, because I'm in a pensive mood.

So, recently, within the past few days, certain ... flaws... of myself have come to light.
I exaggerate.
I know I do.
Always have, always will.
I think it's the thing about me that everyone has, that no-one can change.
Like, a person that doesn't care for anyone but themselves. No-one can change that.
Or, a person that sets goals far too high, you can't change that.
Or, someone with a REALLY annoying laugh, that just cuts right through you. No-one can change that either.
Sorry :( I wish I didn't do it. But, sometimes, I don't even notice I'm doing it.

Anyway, what I really think this blog will be about is today's date.
It's probably not that significant to most.
But, to me, it's very significant.

Two years ago today, Marianne McIntyre died.
I've mentioned her in previous blogs, usually to do with alcohol.

Well, I'll tell you a bit about her shall I?

Just before i met her for the first time, this conversation took place.

Dad: Someone's coming to hang out with you.
Me: Oh, who?
Dad: Her name's Marianne.
Me: Why am I hanging out with her?
Dad: Well, she's got a very rough time of it. And, I need to have a wee chat with her, but I need you to keep her busy til I'm ready to speak to her.
Me: Oh, okay.
Dad: She's an alcoholic.

So, yeah. Um... This was my briefing of the person that would influence my life the most in the world. Bear in mind, I was probably about 10 or 11 at this point.

Marianne arrived at the house, and Dad suggested me and her went for a walk. My first impression? She's scary. I don't like her.

We took a walk down the street, and she bought 2 bottles of blue wkd. She opened the bottles with her teeth. I asked her why she bought 2. She said she was thirsty. Sad thing, she meant it. She drank because she was thirsty. She drank because it was second nature.

Anyway, there were many other incidences like that. The time that she hid the bottle up her jacket. Um. The time she arrived home at 7 in the morning, covered in blood after spending a night in the cells. The time I made her empty a 2 litre bottle of vodka into a gutter, because I cried and told her I was disappointed in her.

I love her to pieces. Of course I do. She stayed with us. She stayed in my bedroom. She was the only one that treated me like I was a young adult, not a little kid. She told me about periods, sex, the whole shabang. Her favourite band was AC/DC. She had a goldfish she got from a fair, that she named Mel, after Mel Gibson. It's still alive. It's like 8 years old now.

The day she died, my world pretty much fell apart. I've still not managed to repair it. But, I'll get there.

I think, in a way, this blog is to give hope to anyone that's ever lost a person before their time. It gets better. It may seem like hell just now. It probably even is your own personal hell. But whether it be disease, illness, murder, suicide. Their suffering is over. They have nothing to worry about anymore. They're in a better place. And, they will ALWAYS be watching over you. Even if it's the little voice in your head saying "i love you". You're not imagining that. They're there. And will always be.

Do not stand at my grave and weep
I am not there; I do not sleep.Posted byBartokat14:393 comments: Friday, 15 January 2010 BNPSound familiar? You're right. It's my political rant time.
I already know that if the BNP were ever to get into power, I'd be one of the first to go, as I'm so anti-BNP it's not even funny. Plus, my views on them are kinda splaayyeed across the web. But I don't care, I know that if I were to suddenly 'disappear' because of this, I'd go to a better place. Unlike this supposedly 'Christian' party. Apparently, Nick Griffen has forgotten the part in his Bible that says "Love your neighbour as yourself." And, yes Mr Griffen, that involves the blacks, the gays and the Muslims. This party makes me sick, to even think they say that they believe in the same values as I do.

Nick Griffen, my Bible tells me everyone falls short of the glory of God. My Bible tells me that only God can judge. Who are you to say that Britain is only for the whites? I don't see black and white. I see human, and then I see monster. And you sir, are a monster. However, my Bible tells me I have to love my neighbour. Which, I'll admit, is SO difficult. and I can't honestly say that I do love you. Because, I don't. That makes me a bad Christian, but at least I'm not spreading a campaign of hatred.

And, my fellow readers. All, what 4 of you? This man has a chance of becoming an MP. He's standing in Barking Dagenham and apparently has a pretty good following there. Everyone needs to pick up a History textbook and read about Hitler and the Nazis rise to power. It'll scare you how uncannily similiar this is. And I'm prepared to fight for this. Trust me.

We can't suffer another horrific tragedy like the Holocaust which afore mentioned "politician" has denied. For those of you who haven't heard, or have forgotten, he said:
"I am well aware that the orthodox opinion is that 6 million Jews were gassed and cremated and turned into lampshades. Orthodox opinion also also once held that the Earth was flat... I have reached the conclusion that the "extermination" tale is a mixture of Allied wartime propaganda, extremely profitable lie, and latter witch-hysteria."

I'd just like to point out one thing. People have never believed the world was flat. That's the myth. They thought it was square. And, yes, okay he know says he has "changed his mind". But, that's only because it's illegal to be a Holocaust denier in this country.

One thing I can guarentee is, if the BNP are ever in power in this country. I'm leaving. or I'll be killed before I get to leave. Either way, I'm not about to become some brainwashed zombie.Posted byBartokat15:321 comment: HomeSubscribe to:Posts (Atom)FollowersAbout MeBartokView my complete profileBlog Archive 2010(3) March(1)May Angels Lead You In... February(1) January(1)

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