Wednesday, April 6, 2016

Parts of the Pistis Sophia

Nag Hammadi:  PISTIS SOPHIA OF JESUS CHRIST

Search ever and cease not, until ye find the mysteries of the Light which will lead you into the Light-kingdom. Say unto them: Beware of the doctrines of error. For many will come in my name and say: It is I. And it is not I, and they will lead many astray.

OF TIME 

It came to pass, when Jesus had finished speaking these words unto his disciples, that Mary Magdalene came forward and said: "My Lord, how many years of the years of the world is a year of the Light?"
What is a year of the Light.Jesus answered and said unto Mary: "A day of the Light is a thousand years in the world, so that thirty-six-myriads of years and a half-myriad of years of the world are a single year of the Light.

CHRIST”S COMMANDMENTS 

Of the proclamation of the disciples.JESUS continued again in the discourse and said unto his disciples: "When I shall have gone into the Light, then herald it unto the whole world and say unto them: Cease not to seek day and night and remit not yourselves until ye find the mysteries of the Light-kingdom, which will purify you and make you into refined light and lead you into the Light-kingdom.
What men should renounce."Say unto them: Renounce the whole world and the whole matter therein and all its care and all its sins, in a word all its associations which are in it, that ye may be worthy of the mysteries of the Light and be saved from all the chastisements which are in the judgments.
"Say unto them: Renounce murmuring, that ye may be worthy of the mysteries of the Light and be saved from the fire of the dog-faced [one].
"Say unto them: Renounce eavesdropping [?], that ye may [be worthy of the mysteries of the Light] and be saved from the judgments of the dog-faced [one].
"Say unto them: Renounce litigiousness [?], that ye may be worthy of the mysteries of the Light and be saved from the chastisements of Ariēl.
"Say unto them: Renounce false slander, that ye may be worthy of the mysteries of the
[paragraph continues] Light and be saved from the fire-rivers of the dog-faced [one].
"Say unto them: Renounce false witness, that ye may be worthy of the mysteries of the Light and that ye may escape and be saved from the fire-rivers of the dog-faced [one].
"Say unto them: Renounce pride and haughtiness, that ye may be worthy of the mysteries of the Light and be saved from the fire-pits of Ariēl.
"Say unto them: Renounce belly-love, that ye may be worthy of the mysteries of the Light and be saved from the judgments of Amente.
"Say unto them: Renounce babbling, that ye may be worthy of the mysteries of the Light and be saved from the fires of Amente.
"Say unto them: |256. Renounce craftiness, that ye may be worthy of the mysteries of the Light and be saved from the chastisements which are in Amente.
"Say unto them: Renounce avarice, that ye may be worthy of the mysteries of the Light and be saved from the fire-rivers of the dog-faced [one].
"Say unto them: Renounce love of the world, that ye may be worthy of the mysteries of the Light and be saved from the pitch- and fire-coats of the dog-faced [one].
"Say unto them: Renounce pillage, that ye may be worthy of the mysteries of the Light and be saved from the fire-rivers of Ariēl.
"Say unto them: Renounce evil conversation, that ye may be worthy of the mysteries of the Light and be saved from the chastisements of the fire-rivers . . . .
"Say unto them: Renounce wickedness, that ye may be worthy of the mysteries of the Light and be saved from the fire-seas of Ariēl.
"Say unto them: Renounce pitilessness, that ye may be worthy of the mysteries of the Light and be saved from the judgments of the dragon-faced [ones].
"Say unto them: Renounce wrath, that ye may be worthy of the mysteries of the Light and be saved from the fire-rivers of the dragon-faced [ones.]
"Say unto them: Renounce cursing, that ye may be worthy of the mysteries of the Light and be saved from the fire-seas of the dragon-faced [ones].
"Say unto them: Renounce thieving, that ye may be worthy of the mysteries of the Light and be saved from the bubbling seas of the dragon-faced [ones]. |257.
"Say unto them: Renounce robbery, that ye may be worthy of the mysteries of the Light and be saved from Yaldabaōth.
"Say unto them: Renounce slandering, that ye may be worthy of the mysteries of the Light and be saved from the fire-rivers of the lion-faced [one].
"Say unto them: Renounce fighting and strife, that ye may be worthy of the mysteries of the Light and be saved from the seething rivers of Yaldabaōth.
"Say unto them: Renounce all unknowing, that ye may be worthy of the mysteries of the Light and be saved from the servitors of Yaldabaōth and the fire-seas.
"Say unto them: Renounce evil doing, that
ye may be worthy of the mysteries of the Light and be saved from all the demons of Yaldabaōth and all his judgments.
"Say unto them: Renounce sloth, that ye may be worthy of the mysteries of the Light and be saved from the seething pitch-seas of Yaldabaōth.
"Say unto them: Renounce adultery, that ye may be worthy of the mysteries of the Light-kingdom and be saved from the sulphur- and pitch-seas of the lion-faced [one].
"Say unto them: Renounce murder, that ye may be worthy of the mysteries of the Light and be saved from the crocodile-faced ruler,--this one who is in the cold, |258. is the first chamber of the outer darkness.
"Say unto them: Renounce pitilessness and impiety, that ye may be worthy of the mysteries of the Light and be saved from the rulers of the outer darkness.
"Say unto them: Renounce atheism, that ye may be worthy of the mysteries of the Light and be saved from the howling and grinding of teeth.
"Say unto them: Renounce [magic] potions, that ye may be worthy of the mysteries of the Light and be saved from the great cold and the hail of the outer darkness.
"Say unto them: Renounce blasphemy, that ye may be worthy of the mysteries of the Light and be saved from the great dragon of the outer darkness.
"Say unto them: Renounce the doctrines of error, that ye may be worthy of the mysteries of the Light and be saved from all the chastisements
of the great dragon of the outer darkness.
"Say unto those who teach the doctrines of error and to every one who is instructed by them: Woe unto you, for, if ye do not repent and abandon your error, ye will go into the chastisements of the great dragon and of the outer darkness, which is exceedingly evil, and never will ye be cast [up] into the world, but will be non-existent until the end. |259.

The boundaries of the ways of the worthy."Say rather to the men of the world: Be calm, that ye may receive the mysteries of the Light and go on high into the Light-kingdom.
"Say unto them: Be ye loving-unto-men, that ye may be worthy of the mysteries of the Light and go on high into the Light-kingdom.
"Say unto them: Be ye gentle, that ye may receive the mysteries of the Light and go on high into the Light-kingdom.
"Say unto them: Be ye peaceful, that ye may receive the mysteries of the Light and go on high into the Light-kingdom.
"Say unto them: Be ye merciful, that ye may receive the mysteries of the Light and go on high into the Light-kingdom.
"Say unto them: Give ye alms, that ye may receive the mysteries of the Light and go on high into the Light-kingdom.
"Say unto them: Minister unto the poor and the sick and distressed, that ye may receive the mysteries |260. of the Light and go on high into the Light-kingdom.
"Say unto them: Be ye loving-unto-God, that ye may receive the mysteries of the Light and go on high into the Light-kingdom.
"Say unto them: Be ye righteous, that ye may receive the mysteries [of the Light] and go on high into the Light-kingdom.
"Say unto them: Be good, that ye may receive the mysteries [of the Light] and go on high into the Light-kingdom.
"Say unto them: Renounce all, that ye may receive the mysteries of the Light and go on high into the Light-kingdom.
"These are all the boundaries of the ways for those who are worthy of the mysteries of the Light.

Gnosis

Gnosis

The book of Mary

a suffering which has nothing like itself, which has arisen out of what is contrary to nature. Then there arises a disturbance in the whole body. For this reason I said to you, Be of good courage [cf. Matt. 28:9], and if you are discouraged, still take courage over against the various forms of nature. He who has ears to hear, let him hear." When the Blessed One said this, he greeted all of them, saying "Peace be with you [cf. John 14:27]. Receive my peace for yourselves. Take heed lest anyone lead you astray with the words, 'Lo, here!' or 'Lo, there!' [cf. Matt. 24:5, 23; Luke 17:21] for the Son of Man is within you [cf. Luke 17:21]. Follow him; those who seek him will find him [cf. Matt. 7:7]. Go, therefore, and preach the Gospel of the Kingdom [cf. Matt. 4:23; 9:15; Mark 16:15]. I have left no commandment but what I have commanded you, and I have given you no law, as the lawgiver did, lest you be bound by it.


They grieved and mourned greatly, saying, "How shall we go to the Gentiles and preach the Gospel of the Kingdom of the Son of Man? If even he was not spared, how shall we be spared?

Mary stood up and greeted all of them and said to her brethren, "Do not mourn or grieve or be irresolute, for his grace will be with you all and will defend you. Let us rather praise his greatness, for he prepared us and made us into men." When Mary said this, their hearts changed for the better, and they began to discuss the words of the [Savior].

Peter said to Mary, "Sister, we know that the Savior loved you more than other women [cf. John 11:5, Luke 10:38-42]. Tell us the words of the Savior which you have in mind since you know them; and we do not, nor have we heard of them.

Mary answered and said, "What is hidden from you I will impart to you." And she began to say the following words to them. "I," she said, "I saw the Lord in a vision and I said to him, 'Lord, I saw you today in a vision.' He answered and said to me, 'Blessed are you, since you did not waver at the sight of me. For where the mind is, there is your countenance' [cf. Matt. 6:21]. I said to him, 'Lord, the mind which sees the vision, does it see it through the soul or through the spirit?' The Savior answered and said, 'It sees neither through the soul nor through the spirit, but the mind, which is between the two, which sees the vision, and it is'"

it came to the third power, Ignorance. This power questioned the soul: 'Whither are you going? You were bound in wickedness, you were bound indeed. Judge not' [cf. Matt. 7:1]. And the soul said, 'Why do you judge me, when I judged not? I was bound, though I did not bind. I was not recognized, but I recognized that all will go free, things both earthly and heavenly.' After the soul had left the third power behind, it rose upward, and saw the fourth power, which had seven forms. The first form is darkness, the second desire, the third ignorance, the fourth the arousing of death, the fifth is the kingdom of the flesh, the sixth is the wisdom of the folly of the flesh, the seventh is wrathful wisdom. These are the seven participants in wrath.


When Mary had said this, she was silent, since the Savior had spoken thus far with her. But Andrew answered and said to the brethren, 'Say what you think concerning what she said. For I do not believe that the Savior said this. For certainly these teachings are of other ideas." 
Peter also opposed her in regard to these matters and asked them about the Savior. "Did he then speak secretly with a woman [cf. John 4:27], in preference to us, and not openly? Are we to turn back and all listen to her? Did he prefer her to us?" Then Mary grieved and said to Peter, "My brother Peter, what do you think? Do you think that I thought this up myself in my heart or that I am lying concerning the Savior?”
Levi answered and said to Peter, "Peter, you are always irate. Now I see that you are contending against the woman like the adversaries. But if the Savior made her worthy, who are you to reject her? Surely the Savior knew her very well [cf. Luke 10:38- 42]. For this reason he loved her more than us

DOUBTING THOMAS
(THE BOOK OF THOMAS )

 The Gospel of Thomas is a collection of traditional Sayings
(logoi) of Jesus. It is attributed to Didymos Judas Thomas, the
"Doubting Thomas" of the canonical Gospels, and according to many
early traditions.
     We have two versions of the Gospel of Thomas today. The
first was discovered in the late 1800's among the Oxyrhynchus
Papyri, and consists of fragments of a Greek version, which has
been dated to c. 200. The second is a complete version, in
Coptic, from Codex II of the Nag Hammadi finds. Thomas was
probably first written in Greek (or possibly even Syriac or
Aramaic) sometime between the mid 1st and 2nd centuries.
the
Gospel of Thomas has no narrative connecting the various Sayings.
In form, it is simply a list of 114 Sayings, in no particular
order.
it is clearly Gnostic in nature.
As the preamble indicates, these are "secret sayings", and are
intended to be esoteric in nature. The Sayings are not intended
to be interpreted literally, as their New Testament parallels
often are, but to be interpreted symbolically, as attested by
Saying #1. While a literal interpretation may make sense, only by
understanding the deeper meanings of the Sayings can one truly
understand them..
Saying #114, it is to be understood that
"male" symbolizes the pneumatic (spiritual, or Gnostic)
Christians, and "female" symbolizes the psychic (unenlightened,
or orthodox) Christians, rather than actually referring to males
and females

Keep in mind that true understanding of this text
was meant to come from PERSONAL contact with the Divine,
inspiration from within.

These are the secret sayings which the living Jesus spokeand which Didymos Judas Thomas wrote down.

And He said, "Whoever finds the interpretation of these
sayings will not experience death." Jesus said, "Let him who seeks continue  seeking until he finds. When he finds, he will become troubled. When he      becomes troubled, he will be astonished, and he will rule over the All.”

Jesus said, "If those who lead you say, 'See, the Kingdom is
in the sky,' then the birds of the sky will precede you. If they
say to you, 'It is in the sea,' then the fish will precede you.
Rather, the Kingdom is inside of you, and it is outside of you.
When you come to know yourselves, then you will become known, and
you will realize that it is you who are the sons of the living
Father. But if you will not know yourselves, you dwell in poverty
and it is you who are that poverty." 

For many who are first will become last, and they will
become one and the same.”

Jesus said, "Recognize what is in your sight, and that which
is hidden from you will become plain to you. For there is nothing
hidden which will not become manifest.”

 His disciples questioned Him and said to Him, "Do you want
us to fast? How shall we pray? Shall we give alms? What diet
shall we observe?"
     Jesus said, "Do not tell lies, and do not do what you hate,
for all things are plain in the sight of Heaven. For nothing
hidden will not become manifest, and nothing covered will remain
without being uncovered.”

(Mark 3:4) 9)   Jesus said, "Now the sower went out, took a handful (of
seeds), and scattered them. Some fell on the road; the birds came
and gathered them up. Others fell on the rock, did not take root
in the soil, and did not produce ears. And others fell on thorns;
they choked the seed(s) and worms ate them. And others fell on
the good soil and produced good fruit: it bore sixty per measure
and a hundred and twenty per measure."
 
Jesus said, "I have cast fire upon the world, and see, I am
guarding it until it blazes.”

Jesus said to His disciples, "Compare me to someone and tell
Me whom I am like."
     Simon Peter said to Him, "You are like a righteous angel."
     Matthew said to Him, "You are like a wise philosopher."
     Thomas said to Him, "Master, my mouth is wholly incapable of
saying whom You are like."
     Jesus said, "I am not your master. Because you have drunk,
you have become intoxicated by the bubbling spring which I have
measured out."
     And He took him and withdrew and told him three things. When
Thomas returned to his companions, they asked him, "What did
Jesus say to you?"
     Thomas said to them, "If I tell you one of the things which
he told me, you will pick up stones and throw them at me; a fire
will come out of the stones and burn you up."
 
When you go into
any land and walk about in the districts, if they receive you,
eat what they will set before you, and heal the sick among them.
For what goes into your mouth will not defile you, but that which
issues from your mouth - it is that which will defile you.”

Jesus said, "Men think, perhaps, that it is peace which I
have come to cast upon the world. They do not know that it is
dissension which I have come to cast upon the earth: fire, sword,
and war. For there will be five in a house: three will be against
two, and two against three, the father against the son, and the
son against the father. And they will stand solitary.”

Jesus said, "I shall give you what no eye has seen and what
no ear has heard and what no hand has touched and what has never
occurred to the human mind.”

The disciples said to Jesus, "Tell us how our end will be."
     Jesus said, "Have you discovered, then, the beginning, that
you look for the end? For where the beginning is, there will the
end be. Blessed is he who will take his place in the beginning;
he will know the end and will not experience death."
 
Jesus said, "Blessed is he who came into being before he
came into being. If you become My disciples and listen to My
words, these stones will minister to you. For there are five
trees for you in Paradise which remain undisturbed summer and
winter and whose leaves do not fall. Whoever becomes acquainted
with them will not experience death.

The disciples said to Jesus, "Tell us what the Kingdom of
Heaven is like."
     He said to them, "It is like a mustard seed, the smallest of
all seeds. But when it falls on tilled soil, it produces a great
plant and becomes a shelter for birds of the sky.”

Mary said to Jesus, "Whom are Your disciples like?"
     He said, "They are like children who have settled in a field
which is not theirs. When the owners of the field come, they will
say, 'Let us have back our field.' They (will) undress in their
presence in order to let them have back their field and give it
back to them. Therefore I say to you, if the owner of a house
knows that the thief is coming, he will begin his vigil before he
comes and will not let him into his house of his domain to carry
away his goods. You, then, be on your guard against the world.
Arm yourselves with great strength lest the robbers find a way to
come to you, for the difficulty which you expect will (surely)
materialize. Let there be among you a man of understanding. When
the grain ripened, he came quickly with his sickle in his hand
and reaped it. Whoever has ears to hear, let him hear.”

Jesus saw infants being suckled. He said to His disciples,
"These infants being suckled are like those who enter the
Kingdom."
     They said to Him, "Shall we then, as children, enter the
Kingdom?"
     Jesus said to them, "When you make the two one, and when you
make the inside like the outside and the outside like the inside,
and the above like the below, and when you make the male and the
female one and the same, so that the male not be male nor the
female female; and when you fashion eyes in the place of an eye,
and a hand in place of a hand, and a foot in place of a foot, and
a likeness in place of a likeness; then will you enter [the
Kingdom].”

Jesus said, "I shall choose you, one out of a thousand, and
two out of ten thousand, and they shall stand as a single one."
 
24)  His disciples said to Him, "Show us the place where You are,
since it is necessary for us to seek it."
     He said to them, "Whoever has ears, let him hear. There is
light within a man of light, and he (or "it") lights up the whole
world. If he (or "it") does not shine, he (or "it") is darkness."
 
Jesus said, "Love your brother like your soul, guard him
like the pupil of your eye.”

**Jesus said, "You see the mote in your brothers eye, but you
do not see the beam in your own eye. When you cast the beam out
of your own eye, then you will see clearly to cast the mote from
your brother's eye.”

 "If you do not fast as regards the world, you
will not find the Kingdom. If you do not observe the Sabbath as a
Sabbath, you will not see the Father.”

28)  Jesus said, "I took my place in the midst of the world, and
I appeared to them in the flesh. I found all of them intoxicated;
I found none of them thirsty. And My soul became afflicted for
the sons of men, because they are blind in their hearts and do
not have sight; for empty they came into the world, and empty too
they seek to leave the world. But for the moment they are
intoxicated. When they shake off their wine, then they will
repent.”

Jesus said, "If the flesh came into being because of spirit,
it is a wonder. But if spirit came into being because of the
body, it is a wonder of wonders. Indeed, I am amazed at how this
great wealth has made its home in this poverty.”

Jesus said, "Where there are three gods, they are gods.
Where there are two or one, I am with him.”

31)  Jesus said, "No prophet is accepted in his own village; no
physician heals those who know him.”
 
32)  Jesus said, "A city being built on a high mountain and
fortified cannot fall, nor can it be hidden.”

Jesus said, "Preach from your housetops that which you will
hear in your ear {(and) in the other ear}. For no one lights a
lamp and puts it under a bushel, nor does he put it in a hidden
place, but rather he sets it on a lampstand so that everyone who
enters and leaves will see its light.”

Jesus said, "If a blind man leads a blind man, they will
both fall into a pit.”

36)  Jesus said, "Do not be concerned from morning until evening
and from evening until morning about what you will wear.”

His disciples said, "When will You become revealed to us and
when shall we see You?"
     Jesus said, "When you disrobe without being ashamed and take
up your garments and place them under your feet like little
children and tread on them, then [will you see] the Son of the
Living One, and you will not be afraid”

Jesus said, "Many times have you desired to hear these words
which I am saying to you, and you have no one else to hear them
from. There will be days when you look for Me and will not find
Me.”

39)  Jesus said, "The Pharisees and the scribes have taken the
keys of Knowledge and hidden them. They themselves have not
entered, nor have they allowed to enter those who wish to. You,
however, be as wise as serpents and as innocent as doves.”

42)  Jesus said, "Become passers-by.”

 His disciples said to him, "Who are You, that You should say
these things to us?"
      "You do not realize who I am from what
I say to you, but you have become like the Jews, for they
(either) love the tree and hate its fruit or love the fruit and
hate the tree."
 
Jesus said, "Whoever blasphemes against the Father will be
forgiven, and whoever blasphemes against the Son will be
forgiven, but whoever blasphemes against the Holy Spirit will not
be forgiven either on earth or in heaven.”

Jesus said, "Grapes are not harvested from thorns, nor are
figs gathered from thistles, for they do not produce fruit. A
good man brings forth good from his storehouse; an evil man
brings forth evil things from his evil storehouse, which is in
his heart, and says evil things. For out of the abundance of the
heart he brings forth evil things.”

Jesus said, "Among those born of women, from Adam until John
the Baptist, there is no one so superior to John the Baptist that
his eyes should not be lowered (before him). Yet I have said
whichever one of you comes to be a child will be acquainted with
the Kingdom and will become superior to John."
 
Jesus said, "It is impossible for a man to mount two horses
or to stretch two bows. And it is impossible for a servant to
serve two masters; otherwise he will honor the one and treat the
other contemptuously. No man drinks old wine and immediately
desires to drink new wine. And new wine is not put into old
wineskins, lest they burst; nor is old wine put into a new
wineskin, lest it spoil it. An old patch is not sewn onto a new
garment, because a tear would result.”

48)  Jesus said, "If two make peace with each other in this one
house, they will say to the mountain, 'Move Away,' and it will
move away.”

**Jesus said, "Blessed are the solitary and elect, for you
will find the Kingdom. For you are from it, and to it you will
return.”

Jesus said, "If they say to you, 'Where did you come from?',
say to them, 'We came from the light, the place where the light
came into being on its own accord and established [itself] and
became manifest through their image.' If they say to you, 'Is it
you?', say, 'We are its children, we are the elect of the Living
Father.' If they ask you, 'What is the sign of your father in
you?', say to them, 'It is movement and repose.’"

His disciples said to Him, "When will the repose of the dead
come about, and when will the new world come?"
     He said to them, "What you look forward to has already come,
but you do not recognize it.”
 
 
52)  His disciples said to Him, "Twenty-four prophets spoke in
Israel, and all of them spoke in You."
     He said to them, "You have omitted the one living in your
presence and have spoken (only) of the dead.”

 His disciples said to Him, "Is circumcision beneficial or
not?"
     He said to them, "If it were beneficial, their father would
beget them already circumcised from their mother. Rather, the
true circumcision in spirit has become completely profitable."
 
54)  Jesus said, "Blessed are the poor, for yours is the Kingdom
of Heaven.”

Jesus said, "Whoever does not hate his father and his mother
cannot become a disciple to Me. And whoever does not hate his
brothers and sisters and take up his cross in My way will not be
worthy of Me.”

Jesus said, "Whoever has come to understand the world has
found (only) a corpse, and whoever has found a corpse is superior
to the world.”

Jesus said, "The Kingdom of the Father is like a man who had
[good] seed. His enemy came by night and sowed weeds among the
good seed. The man did not allow them to pull up the weeds; he
said to them, 'I am afraid that you will go intending to pull up
the weeds and pull up the wheat along with them.' For on the day
of the harvest the weeds will be plainly visible, and they will
be pulled up and burned."
 
Jesus said, "Blessed is the man who has suffered and found
life.”
 
 
59)  Jesus said, "Take heed of the Living One while you are
alive, lest you die and seek to see Him and be unable to do so.”

Jesus said, "Two will rest on a bed: the one will die, and
other will live."
     Salome said to him, "Who are You, man, that You, as though
from the One, have come up on my couch and eaten from my table?"
     Jesus said to her, "I am He who exists from the Undivided. I
was given some of the things of my Father."
      "I am Your disciple."
      "Therefore I say, if he is ,
he will be filled with light, but if he is divided, he will be
filled with darkness.”

Jesus said, "It is to those [who are worthy of My] mysteries
that I tell My mysteries. Do not let your left hand know what
your right hand is doing.”

 
63)  Jesus said, "There was a rich man who had much money. He
said, 'I shall put my money to use so that I may sow, reap,
plant, and fill my storehouse with produce, with the result that
I shall lack nothing. Such were his intentions, but that same
night he died. Let him who has ears hear.”

Jesus said, "A man had received visitors. And when he had
prepared the dinner, he sent his servant to invite guests. He
went to the first one and said to him, "My master invites you.'
He said, 'I have claims against some merchants. They are coming
to me this evening. I must go and give them my orders. I ask to
be excused from the dinner.' He went to another and said, 'My
master has invited you.' He said to him, 'I have just bought a
house and am required for the day. I shall not have any spare
time.' He went to another and said to him, 'My master invites
you.' He said to him, 'My friend is going to get married, and I
am to prepare the banquet. I shall not be able to come. I ask to
be excused from the dinner.' He went to another and said to him,
'My master invites you.' He said to him, 'I have just bought a
farm, and I am on my way to collect the rent. I shall not be able
to come. I ask to be excused.' The servant returned and said to
his master, 'Those whom you invited to the dinner have asked to
be excused.' The master said to his servant, 'Go outside to the
streets and bring back those whom you happen to meet, so that
they may dine.' Businessmen and merchants will not enter the
Places of My Father.”

 He said, "There was a good man who owned a vineyard. He
leased it to tenant farmers so that they might work it and he
might collect the produce from them. He sent his servant so that
the tenants might give him the produce of the vineyard. They
seized his servant and beat him, all but killing him. The servant
went back and told his master. The master said, 'Perhaps 
did not recognize .' He sent another servant. The tenants
beat this one as well. Then the owner sent his son and said,
'Perhaps they will show respect to my son.' Because the tenants
knew that it was he who was the heir to the vineyard, they seized
him and killed him. Let him who has ears hear.”


66)  Jesus said, "Show me the stone which the builders have
rejected. That one is the cornerstone.”
 
 
67)  Jesus said, "Whoever believes that the All itself is
deficient is (himself) completely deficient.”
 
 
68)  Jesus said, "Blessed are you when you are hated and
persecuted. Wherever you have been persecuted they will find no
Place.”

Jesus said, "Blessed are they who have been persecuted
within themselves. It is they who have truly come to know the
Father. Blessed are the hungry, for the belly of him who desires
will be filled.”
 
 
70)  Jesus said, "If you bring forth what is within you, what you
bring forth will save you. If you do not bring forth what is
within you, what you do not bring forth will destroy you.”

**[A man said] to Him, "Tell my brothers to divide my father's
possessions with me."
     He said to him, "O man, who has made Me a divider?"
     He turned to His disciples and said to them, "I am not a
divider, am I?”

 He said, "O Lord, there are many around the drinking trough,
but there is nothing in the cistern.”
 
 
75)  Jesus said, "Many are standing at the door, but it is the
solitary who will enter the bridal chamber.”
 
 
76)  Jesus said, "The kingdom of the Father is like a merchant
who had a consignment of merchandise and who discovered a pearl.
That merchant was shrewd. He sold the merchandise and bought the
pearl alone for himself. You too, seek his unfailing and enduring
treasure where no moth comes near to devour and no worm
destroys.”

 Jesus said, "It is I who am the light which is above them
all. It is I who am the All. From Me did the All come forth, and
unto Me did the All extend. Split a piece of wood, and I am
there. Lift up the stone, and you will find Me there.”
 
 
78)  Jesus said, "Why have you come out into the desert? To see a
reed shaken by the wind? And to see a man clothed in fine
garments like your kings and your great men? Upon them are the
fine [garments], and they are unable to discern the truth.”
 
 
79)  A woman from the crowd said to Him, "Blessed are the womb
which bore You and the breasts which nourished You."
     He said to her, "Blessed are those who have heard the word
of the Father and have truly kept it. For there will be days when
you will say, 'Blessed are the womb which has not conceived and
the breasts which have not given milk.’"
 
 
80)  Jesus said, "He who has recognized the world has found the
body, but he who has found the body is superior to the world.”
 
 
81)  Jesus said, "Let him who has grown rich be king, and let him
who possesses power renounce it.”

 Jesus said, "He who is near Me is near the fire, and he who
is far from Me is far from the Kingdom.”

 
 Jesus said, "When you see your likeness, you rejoice. But
when you see your images which came into being before you, and
which neither die not become manifest, how much you will have to
bear!"
 
85)  Jesus said, "Adam came into being from a great power and a
great wealth, but he did not become worthy of you. For had he
been worthy, [he would] not [have experienced] death."
 
86)  Jesus said, "[The foxes have their holes] and the birds have
[their] nests, but the Son of Man has no place to lay his head
and rest."
 
87)  Jesus said, "Wretched is the body that is dependant upon a
body, and wretched is the soul that is dependent on these two."
 
88)  Jesus said, "The angels and the prophets will come to you
and give you those things you (already) have. And you too, give
them those things which you have, and say to yourselves, 'When
will they come and take what is theirs?'"
 
89)  Jesus said, "Why do you wash the outside of the cup? Do you
not realize that he who made he inside is the same one who made
the outside?”

Jesus said, "Come unto me, for My yoke is easy and My
lordship is mild, and you will find repose for yourselves."
 
91)  They said to Him, "Tell us who You are so that we may
believe in You."
     He said to them, "You read the face of the sky and of the
earth, but you have not recognized the one who is before you, and
you do not know how to read this moment."
 
92)  Jesus said, "Seek and you will find. Yet, what you asked Me
about in former times and which I did not tell you then, now I do
desire to tell, but you do not enquire after it."
 
93)   "Do not give what is holy to dogs, lest they
throw them on the dung-heap. Do not throw the pearls to swine,
lest they grind it [to bits]."
 
94)  Jesus [said], "He who seeks will find, and [he who knocks]
will be let in."
 
95)  [Jesus said,] "If you have money, do not lend it at
interest, but give [it] to one from whom you will not get it
back.”

Jesus [said], "The Kingdom of the Father is like a certain
woman. She took a little leaven, [concealed] it in some dough,
and made it into large loaves. Let him who has ears hear."
 

The disciples said to Him, "Your brothers and Your mother
are standing outside."
     He said to them, "Those here who do the will of My Father
are My brothers and My mother. It is they who will enter the
Kingdom of My Father.”
 
 
100) They showed Jesus a gold coin and said to Him, "Caesar's men
demand taxes from us."
     He said to them, "Give Caesar what belongs to Caesar, give
God what belongs to God, and give Me what is Mine.”
 
 
101)  "Whoever does not hate his father and his
mother as I do cannot become a disciple to Me. And whoever does
[not] love his father and his mother as I do cannot become a
[disciple] to Me. For My mother [gave me falsehood], but [My]
true [Mother] gave me life.”

105) Jesus said, "He who knows the father and the mother will be
called the son of a harlot."
 
106) Jesus said, "When you make the two one, you will become the
sons of man, and when you say, 'Mountain, move away,' it will
move away.”

 Jesus said, "The Kingdom is like a shepherd who had a
hundred sheep. One of them, the largest, went astray. He left the
ninety-nine sheep and looked for that one until he found it. When
he had gone to such trouble, he said to the sheep, 'I care for
you more than the ninety-nine.'"
 
108) Jesus said, "He who will drink from my mouth will become
like Me. I myself shall become he, and the things that are hidden
will become revealed to him."
 
109) Jesus said, "The Kingdom is like a man who had a [hidden]
treasure in his field without knowing it. And [after] he died, he
left it to his son. The son did not know (about the treasure). He
inherited the field and sold [it]. And the one who bought it went
plowing and found the treasure. He began to lend money at
interest to whomever he wished."
 
110) Jesus said, "Whoever finds the world and becomes rich, let
him renounce the world.”

112) Jesus said, "Woe to the flesh that depends on the soul; woe
to the soul that depends on the flesh."
 
113) His disciples said to Him, "When will the Kingdom come?"
      "It will not come by waiting for it. It will
not be a matter of saying 'Here it is' or 'There it is.' Rather,
the Kingdom of the Father is spread out upon the earth, and men
do not see it."
 
114) Simon Peter said to Him, "Let Mary leave us, for women are
not worthy of Life."
     Jesus said, "I myself shall lead her in order to make her
male, so that she too may become a living spirit resembling you
males. For every woman who will make herself male will enter the
Kingdom of Heaven.”

III: Fragments of Greek Gospel of Thomas
 
     Several fragments of a Greek version of Thomas were found
among the Oxyrhynchys Papyri in the late 19th century

 Jesus said: "Recognize what is before your face and that
which is hidden from the you will be revealed to you. For there is
nothing hidden which shall not be made manifest, nor buried which
shall not be raised."
 
Jesus said: "Unless you fast to the world, you shall in no
way find the Kingdom of God; and unless you sabbatize the
Sabbath, you shall not see the Father."
 
28) Jesus said: "I stood in the midst of the world, and in the
flesh I was seen by them, and I found all drunken, and I found
none among them thirsty. And my soul grieved over the souls of men,
because they are blind in their heart and see not. [...]
 
30/77) Jesus said: "Where there are [two, they are not] without
God, and when there is one alone, [I say,] I am with him. Raise
the stone, and there you will find me; cleave the wood, and there
I am."
 
31) Jesus said: "A prophet is not acceptable in his own country,
neither does a physician work cures upon those that know him."
 
32) Jesus said: "A city built on the top of a high hill and
fortified can neither fall nor be hid."
 
--) Jesus said: "Thou hearest with one ear, [but the other thou
has closed].

Saturday, March 19, 2016

No good at titles really

Something about coming close to Death activated my skin and allowed me  to feel what is unseen =- this is a terrible curse one which not any person can understand unless it is happening to them of course - in a world where seeing is believing what do you do if it is a feeling? How can you get someone to believe you when they think you are making things up or are just plain lying or write you off as being nuts because it must scare them since the things I am feeling are terrifying - i cannot say if these things happen to everybody or just me but it is a truth that we are stuck in between some kind of war which if anything at all proves why we should worship our Lord Jesus Christ all the more - for He is forever fighting with the things of evil day and night and does this simply because He loves us.. I wish i could find the way to make people understand who have given up on Him or whom think it is not cool to be a Christian trying to make it so no longer will people believe in Him.. These people I have found through all their research and so called being  spiritually in touch are wrong about 99% of what they are sure of is right.  Because their information must flow from a lying source - but there is no telling them this of course.  Because they think they are correct and want to stake even their own souls on it..  But if they only knew how painful the things which I think we must all go through only just we cannot feel it and for some reason I can.  Maybe it is some kind of persecution or because I am close with the Lamb. I always believed in Him and believed in His plan and even though some days i am so weighed down and feel like a total slave because I am confused and all these other things make it hard for Him to come through- the reason I can soldier through these kinds of torments is because I know He is there and He is making me brave, which allows me to endure it.  So i can laugh at the Satan abuse even though i want to just go run and hide and find some peace of mind inside a cave.. I wish i could convey this and how serious it is to those who want to start a new religion or whom feel like Christ is not the right thing for them.  They couldn’t be more wrong about that and even though He doesn’t have too He still fights for the ones who basically spit on His sacrifice for them going into it willingly because He knew this day would come and a great many souls would be deceived upon and He wants for nothing more than to be able to save them.  Leading them away from Satan.  It boggles my mind how anyone could or would want to worship something that is going to hurt them and get them thrown in the pits.  I know nowadays its all about what is cool or hip which is the best way to brain wash somebody into being led away from the path of righteousness.  But don’t you believe it.. False power is no gift it is a trap any way to steal your soul is what the Devil wants for you.  I have been dealing with these demons forever and the feelings of my neck being slit which is not even close to the worst of it.. But also for as much bad there is good and the feeling of getting kissed all over my face mainly my cheeks.  It helps me to know the forces of good are there and much stronger than the ones that are bad whose job it is to make you hate or to make you feel sad.  There are people in the world today who are giving power towards the vile things of evil - perhaps it is because of the deception that they will get to become some kind of demon and be able to do the things such as these bad things can but this is the greatest deception the lie always being told by Satan - for Hell is not a fun place and when your time comes to die you are going to want to be with the Savior of the human race.  It pains me to know that so many truly good people and souls are wanting to go to someone who would force them to call him master.  But our God loves us enough to allow us our mistakes and instead of calling Him master He prefers us to call Him friend.  I just wish I could stress how serious the situation is and you would know if you ever had to feel how constant it is that we are in the middle of a terrible sort of battle why you should not worship the things of evil and march yourselves towards the Devil because it is not a friend to anyone, it does not love you nor will it exalt you or give to you a throne - It only wants to destroy you and anyone who would make you worship this are not good people.. Don't buy into the lie.. Everyone can be saved through Jesus Christ no matter how messed up they are or depraved.. This is the way and the truth.  

Sunday, March 13, 2016

Prayers

I thank u Lord 
For changing my heart
For setting me on the path of Righteousness
Or for helping me to start
Even if it is a path without Glory
The Glory is in you my Lord
It is in you and it is of you
Though I am weak you have made me strong
Though I stumble you lift me up
And if I fall again you make sure I am not totally crushed
Though I struggle you help me see my way through it 
You are all things and everything 
A beloved friend until the end
When we shall both meet again

I'm sorry for a wicked life
I'm sorry for all the strife
I'm sorry for my stubborn pride
Thanks for helping me stay alive 

Though darkness may surround me
You give me light to see 
For this I am grateful 
And I can't wait to meet you
Lord please help me know up from down
And stop my head from spinning round 

For so long I lay as in darkness
Something inside which blocked my connection to Christ
Thus so I lost my connection to Earth
Also something else blocking my memory 
Memories of a great many visions given to me
Of things that are hidden 
But the door is still open and I pass through it willingly

Lord please love us even though we may not love ourselves - teach those of us born without love to know what it is through you - because throughout our life though we may stumble and fall you love us through it all - you forgive our sins though they be big or small - thank you Lord Jesus for teaching me this truth about love for without you I might of never known it at all

Say this to Lord Jesus
Lord I believe in you 
I believe you are the king of heaven
And all that is on Earth
I believe in your power
You are my Mother brother Father and sister
Please heal me Lord 
Stay in my heart
And save me from evil deities 
From all my enemies 
Save me on the day of Judgement
Though I may not deserve it
Allow me to prove to you
That my love is true


I loved you since before I was born
In this life I found only that I love you even more
I think of you waiting upon a distant shore
And when the fear comes at me I feel assured 
You were always there to comfort me
Always it seemed you knew just what I need 
I love you so much for just who you are 
I love you always 
Forevermore

It was our Love that broke the curse
Our love that built a Church
It was our love which created a bridge 
It was our love which made us sing
Our love that created Everything
It was our love that made a Sun
A love that includes everyone
Our love it will rise again 
A love like ours it could not be planned
And is forever without end 

Lord please help me break free
From this evil wizardry 
Please protect our minds
From witches who are so unkind
I have felt every torment
The Devil can do
And I know I have because you wanted me too
Please help me make them see
How bad it will be if they so choose to never give glory unto thee 
God on most high 
Please help me overpower all these guys


I don’t want to be hateful
I just want to be grateful 

Lord I love you 
though my enemies may surround me
I know that there is a possibility 
that you may love me 
so I hope longingly 
TO meet you one day in eternity 

Please forgive my stubborn pride
please help me shape myself on the inside 
please hear my prayer tonight
please help me with the sight 
I am sorry for my sins
please help me to win
please help me to forgive
what those awful terrible people did


I have no one but you to cling too
Please help me do what I need too
Please help me with my fear
I always am so alone here
No one will help
though they all listen and hear me yelp
please just help me with myself 
Help me not to care so much about everybody else 


Please help us Lord to help each other 
Please help us Lord to come together
Please help me to take away my pride
And make it so I am not so shy
Lord please help me find somebody
Who will 
Lord take this torment 
Lord take this pain
You are mightier than me my God
You are able to suffer this
more so than I am 
Please I only have you to cling too
My enemies are more than the hairs on my head
They torment me relentlessly 
For i have done nothing to them 
Except express my love of you
What are my sins 
My God
Is it for want that they should notice you
For want of saving them from these same pains?
Forgive me O God 
For a sinful life
Forgive me my Lord
It was filled with such strife
I lashed out in ways I am sure you disagreed 
Please now Oh My God please forgive me


Lord break these chains 
Break those who would fashion them against me
For praising your Holy name 

My enemies have come upon me
Like a swarm of angry bees 
They sting and they poke
constantly are they hurting me 
They bite at my neck 
My wing feels ripped off 
My arms and legs 
feel as though they are no longer a part of my cloth
I got dissected inside of myself
Then sown back up
Why is there no one to help?
My mind is made mush
I can no longer read 
My eyes feel gauged out 
even though still I can see 
What matter of torment is this?
When my God is mightier than them 
I ask you Dear Lord 
Help to raise me up once again 


Lord steady my hands 
Remove my fears 
prepare me for this battle 
Help us with this old and new age evil

Please Lord guide me 
Help me find someone with whom i can share my testimony 
Someone who will believe me
please help us know the differences in right and wrong 
when it comes to psychiatry 
why do they want to make us seem crazy
is it to discount our stories? 
please help me know once and for all if they are good or bad
please help me find the right kind
someone who doesn’t want to see me go blind 
I am sorry i am such a poor judge 
Sorry for so long I have lived as though i am hung 
Im sorry it is taking me so long 
to break through these spells 
and get over what they have done
stealing everything including my song 
It was all I ever wanted to do
Just to sing a song for you 

Oh Lord my enemies have laid traps before me
With their proud hearts they have tried and failed to wilt my own
laying snares for me with their demons and evil deities
They boast themselves up to be idols and Gods
But they have no God but themselves 
All day they sit and plot against me
Thinking they can take what is mine
Even entering into my own mind
They think there will be no punishment 
Even though they have with their own eyes witnessed great signs they ignore them
Thinking God no longer cares or is no longer there
How much longer must I wait?
While my enemies sit and brag filled to the brim with jealousy anger and hate
They plot to kill me 
Sending and using demons and their knowledge of them
They think these false things will raise them up higher than thy Lord God 
God of Love God of Mercy Lord of Grace 
Make my enemies bow before me
To give back what they have stolen from my plate 
And those demons whom they send in their stead to face me 
They spit on your holy name and curse me just the same
Save me Lord- Pity me for I have only you to cling too
My house has become a haunt of demons
A place for every foul spirit to mingle 
No longer can I dwell there 
Make those who have sent them see them
Allow them no satisfaction
Force them to know where it is they will go
Let them not look away 
On that great Judgement Day 
Judge them Lord rightly 
And spare me from what the sight will be
Take the just away from this place
When your judgement befalls the human race
Have mercy on me My God and shepherd me with your mighty rod.. 
Send your people Giant warrior angels to protect them against this new age persecution 
Bind those who refuse to listen 
Though know Lord I have tried in vain to for warn them
They trample upon my people 
Thinking they have some kind of wisdom 
though it flows only as deep as the depths of Satan
Judge them Lord rightly who worship this evil nightly 
Have compassion upon the people 
Who are affected but know not of this evil
Bless those who have fallen victims 
For many are these false idols 
And many are those who follow 
They steal from my plate
Come upon them Lord before it is too late
Help us to know
Unveil to us the evil things that they do

Lord please help those who struggle with their faith
Please help them to see straight 
Please allow us our mistakes 
Do not allow people to think we are here merely as some kind of bait
Please help those who are blinded by their hate 
Who think you are evil because they are unable to see how you give help to all people 
Please help us to understand your plan
Help us to not get stuck in the sand 
Help those of us who just want to know the great I AM
Help those of us who struggle 
Who have been targeted and because so their minds have become muddled  
Help those who have fallen victim to witch craft 
Help them to see why in these ways there is no dignity to be had
Help them if you can 
Before Satan permanently marks them 
Allow them to see that through you and by you
Salvation is attainable even to the most wretched individual 
Help them to know why your sacrifice is so essential 
Save the innocent ones from their anti-Christ 
Do not banish them yet from your sight 
But if they persist then throw them into the pits 
Try to have mercy on them however before doing this
they are being misled 
And believe whatever it is that pops into their head 
You know very well
How they have put me through Hell
Make them understand 
Why you are greater than their Devils
Why it is no one should worship Satan
For his hatred is always so blatant  
Thank you Dear Lord 
For holding in your sword 
If we could have just a little longer 
Please help to make me much stronger 
To break through these spells 
And to let go of wanting to save the souls of those who use them so well 
Please help us to see 
All the ways and the hows and why’s they have been hurting me
All this time
Reveal to us 
Ashes to Ashes and Dust to Dust 
Thank you my God 
Guide me with your Rod 
For having patience with me 
Allowing me the ability to see 
Help me to understand 
How they get inside the head 
Help all of us in knowing 
Especially those who on the inside their seed is growing 
Help us to see that they can do these things to anybody
Through means of sorcery 
Give to us the power 
To out our enemies in the final hour 
To understand perhaps through me
Because of all their usury 
Shine a light on their evil deeds
One so bright that all can see
Help me to be stronger
Because I know it will not be much longer 
Until we can come together 
To flock like birds of a feather 
Help us to guide all our members 
And make them all feel better 
Awaken them to the tragedy which has befallen this Kingdom
Done by evil men and women 
Who give only to themselves glory
For those without pity 
Show to them no mercy

Lord please liberate the Christians from this new age persecution 
Please help us to understand it 
And ready ourselves for combat 
Please keep helping to reveal your mysterious plan 
Please help those of us who love you to better understand 
Please help us to ward off this evil 
Being thrown our way
Help us Lord to rue the day 
Help us to overcome all they have done 
Please help us to see right through them 
because this is not a war one can fight with a gun
please help us better know how they are getting in our minds
Help us to figure this all out in due time 
'

Lord
Please hear me I am so in need of you
When I am cornered by my enemies and over powered by their evil deities
I only have you to cling too 
They mock me all day
They think and say
Everything that is hers i will easily take away 
Do not let them lay these traps for me 
Use these same traps to make them see 
That without you they have nothing 
Create for them the same humiliation and enslavement 
Give back to me all that they have taken 
Force them to see that no amount of friendship fame or money can make them Godly 
It is something which happens inside of you something which no one can see 
For they feel no shame or pity over their victims 
Make it easy for people to see what they have done and are doing 
Give to them no satisfaction in “winning” 
For they have betrayed the peoples trust and tricked us
Into acting in ways that please their Master Satan 
Help me and my people to defeat them 
Give to us a clear path to find the road for this success 
Help us to find one another 
Because this is how they win 
By keeping us confined and blocked from the other
Help us Lord to see more clear open our eyes and our ears 
Do not let me cry for them anymore tears 
Please Lord My God help me to shed my irrational fears 
Give me a sound mind and remove any delusions 
Help me and others to see the truth and navigate through this sea of demons 
Help us to defeat the people whom use them 
Help me to remember my full testimony 
 please Lord let it be so people believe me 
And not write me off as being crazy 





Sunday, March 6, 2016

A crazy gal's post


THE WORST THINGS 

It is the worst thing to be going through something spiritual and I suppose a real truth when it comes to the agents of evil - ( hats vs halo’s )  that when you are struggling with something so serious and painful and can’t really find anyone to help you - we are taught to reach out for mental health care and this is where they get you because there is no real help to be had there - and so your perception becomes skewed - they shrug it off while making you think your crazy like when it comes to my baby so you can no longer tell yourself if something other worldly is true or not because you have been diagnosed as this or that and the more you reach out for help its like the more you just get slapped - and over medicated which helps not even in the slightest degree, not when something is really happening to you spiritually.. Then you go to church and they as well shrug it off as you being a nut, or you become to ashamed or afraid to talk out of fear of being judged.. So nobody is getting the help they need.. I just hope I can find someone to help me in time. Because I have tried so many times.  It is no easy quest to break the spells being put into your mind and though you may be in serious trouble - the next day when you wake up it is as though nothing at all has happened and your somehow safe inside your bubble - and we are already so brainwashed as a society to not be the crazy lady so people discount what you say or your testimony.. I suspect this is how business gets done regularly and why it would seem this world has fallen to evil in almost every town place and city.. It is invisible problems things that were left out of the manual completely and it is hard to know why exactly since most of what Christ told us was destroyed almost entirely..  What has been found is known as heresy and the church is so closed minded that one finds little help there because problems with the Beast are only something which can be dealt with by a Catholic priest but they make it almost impossible to get this help when your the woman in the book, which I am probably.. But to even write this in the privacy of my own computer where i hope no one is looking but I think perhaps i know better.. Because it sounds so narcissistic and yes crazy.. At least that is the reaction I have received by everybody I have ever told who I thought i was and what is happening to me constantly but there are so many more stories which have gone un untold- Because all they ever throw at me are pills and I am so hurt and tired of being disappointed in a church that I may of helped to build.. The only time Jesus ever got angry was when He went to temple and I feel much the same way when it is so difficult for me being so traumatized afraid and shy - not to mentioned weighed down by what seems like all of Hell and is most likely and when i do i get turned away or looked at like I am completely insane, its hard because I have just nobody.. At least I finally figured out how they are getting inside our heads and planting thoughts outside of our own mind.. However protective I am of other peoples thinking and feelings it is something everyone should know because this is how the Devil seems to be winning and why it would seem it is only always Christians who are persecuted relentlessly and throughout history.. Also i think it is how the priests managed to be targeted in such a way which could ruin the Catholic church so completely. Perversion is how these things show themselves and how they like to play. This is also why I forgive people who have continued to hurt and judge me though they know I am fighting this battle alone and on their behalf, because it is more than just a song what my name is and these things play rough-  I just wish people gave to me the same kind of understanding as I give to them.. But, we can’t always get what we want and nobody helped Jesus to carry His cross.. But I know I can’t do this by myself - i just hope when i wake up tomorrow = the need of the want for help is as strong as it is now but I can guarantee it won’t be - because that is how strong this is what we all here are fighting and why we need the church so much as our defense against the dark arts.. Hopefully, since they are using me so much - people can see through me as well how they are using all of us and how it is they are able to get into even our most inner most thoughts (at least for some of us ).. Planting seeds of doubt hatred suspicion and asking some of us unending questions.. We are surrounded here by invisible things and it is through the use of such things as the agents of Satan use like hats which we cannot see on our heads but without a doubt they are there and it is how they get inside your mind ( trust me I have seen the way these things stare ) - this has been happening for a very long time - I am guessing ever since someone figured out how to get into contact with hellish things most likely through a mirror then by opening portals.. They have basically told on themselves though as anyone can see through movies or by how they have enslaved me, their bragging and the I am better than you is what will have them hung just as they have tried to do to me.. The Lord is compassion mercy and grace but such things as this I know will not be forgiven and in heaven the people helping to do this will have no place.. But it is a blessing to understand why the ending must get so bad.. A blessing to see exactly how much the Lord must love you and me to ruin the whole world basically to protect us so one day so He can be able to bring us back again in a place without this evil stain - no longer will we have to live under Satan’s thumb or be troubled with woe and spit upon for loving our God.. For without Him we would not have anything at all..  We all know they thought they would win with their idolatry and sin and many nights i have prayed for them but now the gloves are off and the time is close at hand when nothing and nobody will be able to protect them from the I AM.. They will be stuck with these terrible things the Lord covers our eyes from because He is Love but the evil people have even managed to desecrate the word love but soon everyone will know as I do the reason why the Lord God is the only one who is worthy and deserving to be praised and not some dumb stripper witch queen who should be shaking in her stilettos but just like it says in the book never will they repent of their evils.. I hope anyone reading this can see for themselves why you should never follow those who would lead you astray.. It took me a long time to understand how happy we all should be when the day of judgment comes and these people finally will have to pay for what they have done and not just to me but to everybody who never not one day in their lives ever got to feel or know what love was.. But those of us who are innocent will know it on the day we are reunited and under the protection of our REAL GOD = THE HOLY SPIRIT… 

Wednesday, February 17, 2016

Poor old mouthy

Mr Yuck says NO
  • A mayan statue came to me crying he was not lying there is no denying that these are the extra heads - one is of Greece the other a child who cried to me out loud that the things they do to him make him feel so not proud - this kid is a child - it makes him afraid the things they make him do see and say - lots of human sacrificing Id say - sad satanic industry somehow of me though i would refuse always to walk with these even though maybe family - he is stuck in a statue  - they mock him all day - i can’t imagine all the things they make him say - calling him stupid  - the other a clown being jealous of Jesus makes him frown though normally he is funny  - these idols in here I wept for them tears and forced them to see why Jesus deserves to be prayed too even by these  two.. The man on his horse staring always at me of course - his death stare is for real -your souls i think he will steal seems super serious to me - probably my judge I wish I could give him a hug.. He is much more than a thug - silence once more - we should down the Industry of whors - satanic as hell - tyrannical as well - the stories in the book are all real if you take a look - the ending it seems is really going to be a true story - silence once more - my life is never a bore - a chips in my brain I cannot believe I am not yet insane - aliens i think - why do they care what i think? - birds on the prowl - i know they will make you howl - once again I can breathe all that death seemed to of left me - my judgement day - all I can really do here is pray - scream it out loud - i need to go find a crowd - I had to brave hell for only awhile but should i wonder why I am the one they all bother? - Luke I am your father - the truth really hurts but I think many already know this of course - witches above why don’t they just pray to a dove - its the end of the story I just want back to old glory - peace treaties made hopefully I am no longer a gold slave - promises kept and many more no more broken promises - get to know your real Lords -usury really makes them feel sore - God i am so bored - I’m sorry to say the judgement day is coming - places prepared I made sure of no more galactic drama on this mama well at least for today - Queen of many things but only one here is my King - these other movies and stories they need to give my guys more glory - you try to trap us sorry Satan its a bust - this trust is a must - masonic your way out of this shit fit - you did it again you sad sorry clowns if you want to know the real reasons why this story is going down - I have you surrounded I hope you know the way this story could  go and a great many years ago- lets get on the ball it may be a team death match after all - you pray to a creature your going to have to get chained down with blister why do you think he is scared of me for?  Sorry to say but I am not your slave.. I may be a jezebel but at least i know the difference between Heaven and Hell.. Sorry you should share some of that money put is in a trust and name it Make God Smile because if you don't you may not be seeing Him again for awhile..

Saturday, February 13, 2016

True

People need to understand some of the spells which came out of Egypt like the one to come between a husband and a wife are very strong, they turn your wife into something almost unrecognizable to you something you end up hating.. It was written down so it could be remembered in troubling times of forgetfulness but times when you should never surrender.. There is seriously bad sorcery going on today and there is not much we can do about it except expose it for what it is and pray over its many victims.. And try to warn others and wake them up to the truth about these dangers and the dangers involved with utilizing such witch craft.. Not all witch craft is bad and I am not saying this but what is used to destroy peoples lives and in some cases even take their lives is a horrendous evil that one must repent for before the time of their doom.. We are constantly under a spiritual attack on this planet.. It is a tale as old at time.. We have gotten stronger in our defense but these days are not the days of old, people know we are in an end stage and are using this knowledge as an advantage.. But what they can never possibly understand is the strength of our God our Lord and all of the hosts.. They may think they are winning and it may seem like this because as it is those people who are sinning do seem to be winning.. But remember our Kingdom is not of this Earth our rewards waiting are far greater than any earthly benefits.. Our one goal has always and for me will always be to win over the souls of those who may be lost forever and I do not ever plan on giving up on this or to surrender.. But understand the enemy is strong and can make you do many things that are not of you so please do not engage with it, do not be fooled into lusting over false power.. Because these are the final hours but the Lord has loved us enough and always will to give us the time we need to rectify our sins or evil deeds.. So please have mercy on each other and those who may act in a way you cannot understand.. Love them anyway and forgive them as you would want to be forgiven.. This is the way of God and always remember we have no need for Sun or Moon because the LORD lights our path.. The Devil is strong but together we are MUCH STRONGER!! We all have the chance to be saved through Jesus Christ so no matter what you have done its never to late for you or anyone.. Someone once asked me "how do you believe" and I said its easy you just do..