cynical little boy — LiveJournal

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By logging in to LiveJournal using a third-party service you accept LiveJournal's User agreement i've created online profiles... very far removed from who i really am... the thing is, i know i drop subtle hints about myself. i guess if some people who really knew me were to encounter those profiles, they would identify me right away.but i digress... online anonymity is a strangely comforting subterfuge in this mad world. i find talking to strangers and revealing certain clues exciting and fun. maybe it's just me, but i've discovered anonymous friends who i want to cherish forever.mood: contemplativetags: life recent events have made my life a bit more complicated... won't go into detail yet... but a trailer put a smile on my face and, surprisingly, a little good shiver up my spine.looking forward to this moviemood: chippertags: movie okay... haven't blogged in a while... currently watching this videowill do my best to get a translation. As of 9 minutes into the film, the story goes like thisLead boy (LB) finds life droning until he spots this cute guy (CG) and falls for him. He discovers CG works in a drink shop and keeps going there to buy drinks. On LB's nth visit to the store, CG speaks to him first and identifies his drink before he can order. LB is walking on air until one day...he spots CG with a girl. His world crashes down on him.In school, his attention is called by the teacher for sleeping in class and is asked to step out. For a moment, his mind wanders and he thinks about the girl CG is, which leads to him asking himself if he and the girl would look good together. He gets all confused and shouts out loud, earning the punishment of carrying pails of water. It is at this time that CG (serendipitously situated in just the next classroom) gives him his MSN ID, to provide a means of communication.The day after their MSN mini conversation (which amounted to nothing), LB goes to CG's classroom to ask if he's done with classes for the day and if he's free for a walk. At this juncture, CG asks LB is he has a special someone. LB says yes, shyly. Then, CG mentions there is an evening event in a few days... if LB would want to go with him. LB says yes and CG says he will confirm on the day of the event.Then... CG holds LB's hand while walking. And i don't know what's happening yet. Damn slow internet connection. 4 minutes to go...Hope you enjoy watchingmood: excitedtags: movie, romance, translation i should force myself to work more these days. i've discovered a new video streaming website called gayforit.com and i'm stuck there the whole day.... (yeah, i'm doing what is expected when watching these videos)the videos of spy cams and exhibitionist are top rated in my list.man! i wish there were more exciting and write-able things happening in my life, but there's none. I guess it comes with the territory of being in a relationshipmood: tiredtags: internet surfing, porn sometimes i get really confused... wait... i think i classified myself as sexually confused when I was 18...but seriously, i do get confused with my life now. i have a lot of people who know that i'm gay... but the greater population are kept in the dark. sometimes, i just want to scream and tell everyone but i have so many things that are keeping me in my semi-open closet.first, there is still a very negative stigma about gay men. despite the success of a lot of gay people, most still stick to the gay man stereotype and labels: salot, di-mapagkakakatiwalaan, malandi, maharot, etc etc.second, it's the critical eye of fellow gay men. the effeminate gay guys do not believe in a naturally straight acting gay guy. the cross dressers feel that a guy like me is just pretending to be straight acting. the bisexuals are a whole different story that most gay guys don't believe in.third, and i guess the most important, is the family connection. i think my mom is still in denial. i know i have dropped a lot of clues. heck, i even give her fashion and make up advice. but i guess she can't connect the knowledge about fashion and beauty with the straight acting son who could really be gay.i would like to come out... but i'm scared of the results. not for me, but for people in my familymood: confusedtags: family, gay, life i just saw the photos of prince william's exposed genitalia... quite interesting, really... seeing the genitalia of one of the royal family.next wish is to see prince harry's... i have a feeling it's better than William's hehehehe... will try to post the photo here next time i've been reading about and discovering how reckless people are these days. Despite the promulgation of every kind of sexually transmitted diseases, they are all still acting with wild abandon. loose morals and all.i'm not condemning anyone. sex is a vital function of life, be it gay or straight. it just saddens me that no one is taking it seriously.the most serious threat is HIV. and people can get it in so many ways. medically speaking, one can get an HIV infection by giving a blowjob through the pre-cum and some cuts/sores in the mouth. oen's dick may also have minor lacerations from jacking off that can get infected through the saliva of one giving a blowjob. Other sexually transmitted illnesses can be acquired through blowjobs.Wearing condoms is one smart way of having sex. it not only makes sex last a bit longer, it also makes cleanup easier. bonus points for hygiene for both parties.So, what's the safest way? condoms have not been proven to be 100% and the safest yet pleasurable sex without actual sex is mutual masturbation.until both parties can give certification that they are both clear, MM is the best course of actiontags: advocacy, gay, sex i've been encountering a lot of gay people and most of them answer to common names... most common names are:1. luis/louis/louie2. mike/miguel/michael3. carlo/carl/carlos4. jun5. jake6. pat, patrick7. jay/jayson8. jc/jpso, what's your name?mood: contemplativetags: gay I used to think Korean men were annoying looking. I mean, Rain has a hot body, but his face just doesn't do it for me...then, I was channel surfing when I saw this face. I couldn't tear my eyes away from the screen. His name is Dennis Oh a.k.a. Dennis O'NeilHe has a friendster accont here. I wonder what's in the private photos?Anyway, here are some photos of himif this guy were the photographer, I'd do anything to make him happyhere he is making geeks look HOT!The last two pictures are super drool-worthy...He's soooooo hot!!!mood: ditzytags: hotness, korea, men, model

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