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By logging in to LiveJournal using a third-party service you accept LiveJournal's User agreementFriday, August 30th, 20199:04 pm[ext_5181915]Is this what a crush feels like? I met him for the first time years ago, when I started going to his church. We may have met before when we were babies, since my parents had a past with the church. I never thought much of him, but I knew his sister who was very friendly to me and we became friends, but not very close friends. I've known him for a long time, but I've actually never said more than a few words to him. When I first started attending the church, I was a very shy and soft-spoken person. I didn't make close relationships with any of the youth, and I was mostly scared or didn't feel the need to talk to anyone. Now, years later, I have become more outspoken yet I still have never really engaged a full conversation with him. I'll give this guy a name, just for the sake of this post. We'll call him Jack. Now Jack, unlike his sister, is a very quiet and laid back person. He's not socially awkward or anything, so I wouldn't call him shy, but he keeps his words mostly to himself. Anyway, Jack was usually someone I would overlook. To me, he was just the brother of his sister. We'll call his sister Julia. But for some reason, things started to change this past year. Maybe, if I can trace it back, it was when I started participating in the worship team. Yeah, it was probably then when I slowly started to notice him. There was one thing in particular I knew about him. Okay, two things. He likes sports and music. For our church worship, he's the sound tech guy, and so during practice I saw him more often. Going on worship practice was a blast for me, since I love to sing. But while I stood on the tiny stage, singing, I would notice him. Sometimes he'd watch from the backs of the old wooden pews, trying to get a sense of how it sounded from the crowd's perspective. I'd look over occasionally, and we'd meet eyes. Instantly, I'd look away awkwardly, and act natural. But still, he was just Jack. One Sunday he came up to me after worship, and suddenly, unusually, he complemented me on worship. I was surprised, since he had never approached me before like that. I thanked him, and left feeling lighter than before. Still, I didn't think I had a crush on him. A couple months passed, and I was out on a date with Julia, his sister. At a point in our conversation she brought up the question. "Any lucky guys?" I thought about it. Automatically, I thought about Jack. Why? I had no clue. Maybe because I still felt happy thinking about his complement. I told her no, I said that I had no crush at the time and I was fine with that. She asked next, and I was surprised. "What about the youth group?" It was a strange question sure, but again my thoughts went to Jack since he was part of our youth group. Was there something Julia knew about me that I didn't? Or maybe something about Jack? Again, I told her no, saying that the Youth group was just the youth group. Then again, I don't know when it started. A couple Sundays passed and I saw him again at worship practice. Somehow, I started paying more attention to him. I started becoming curious about him. But after all the years of knowing each other, it felt awkward to approach him. I started to notice his looks, and admire his personality. I was more aware of where he was, what he said, and again we'd awkwardly meet eyes. While at a church hangout, a friend of mine complemented me for worship. Sitting across from her, Jack looked up and seconded it, and embarrassed, I couldn't find any words to say back. They were playing a game, so I sat down and watched. When I commented on how my phone wasn't working, he spoke up again, suggesting how I could fix it. Though it might seem completely normal, for a guy like Jack to say something like that to me was unusual and made me feel nice. I decided after that, maybe I do have a crush on him. I was still incredibly unsure since I haven't had a crush for years. A couple of days ago I dreamed of him, and in my dream my heart jumped in my sleep when I saw him. To be honest, thinking of me having a crush on Jack makes me somewhat ashamed. I feel like he's out of my league. He's good looking, sweet, smart, and talented on many levels. The other thing that bothers me is his family. Sure, his sister is nice and we're kinda close. But his mother doesn't like our family, and even Julia sometimes tends to judge though she doesn't say so. I like to believe that it's just a one-sided crush, but I still want to get to know him. I want to approach him, but I'm scared. What if it's awkward since he doesn't talk a lot? How do I start a conversation with someone who's so soft spoken? How can I show that I'm interested when I've never actually fallen in love before? And how do I know if this is real? Current Mood: unsure (Comment on this)Friday, January 8th, 201612:33 am[nothingstranger]Feeling dead inside, except when I see him I am 28, usually too old for crushes, usually an age where people are experiencing serious relationships, not crushes. But all my relationships have been dismal failures and I completely messed up my sex life and perception of relationships by being a sex worker for awhile.Temporary crushes on people who are way too good for me and logically unattainable are the only thing that make me feel. If I hook up with the average guy, I feel nothing.My teacher at uni... I wish I could write about him, but I won't see him for another two months, I'm on summer break at the moment. How do I keep an unattainable crush going? Yes you read that correctly... I want to keep feeling this way about someone I can't have. It makes me strive to be as good as possible, to find someone as good as him.I'll be disappointed in myself if the feeling wears off next year, I don't want to go back to being a depressed misandrist - knowing such a beautiful character of a man makes me believe in love. (Comment on this)Tuesday, September 17th, 20138:18 pm[secretlove14]In Love With a Friend Part 2 Hey guys it's me again. Some of you wanted me to write more about this and so here I am. Thank you to those who commented on my first post. It meant a lot to me, knowing that there are people who care in the world.Well since I last wrote about this I met up with the girl I liked a few times. Last Tuesday, we were having a conversation about how I should donate blood to the Red Cross at my school (which she's in). Then on Friday, for some reason, I decided to try to ask her out. But I couldn't find her on Friday and I started thinking about it, which is usually a bad thing. I started thinking about how my parents don't want me to date, if they would like her (my parents are obsessed with the idea of me getting a smart Korean girlfriend when I am in college). But most of all I wonder if she really likes me or is just being a good friend. I really need another opinion on whether she likes me or not. Please comment soon. (Comment on this)Monday, September 9th, 20139:57 pm[secretlove14]In love with a friend Hey people this is my first time doing something like this so be nice. Right now I'm 15 years old and I'm a sophomore. A few months ago I met this girl in my Chemistry class. At first it was just kind of awkward between us but after a few weeks we kind of started talking to each other. That was when I fell for her...hard. Ever since then I can't get her out of my head. I keep imagining what would happen if we got together. Now though I hardly see her because we have all different classes and when we do see each other it's always in a hurry.Normally I'd be fine with this, I had a lot of crushes. But the thing is I think she might like me too. After Valentine's Day she asked me if I went out with someone. When I told her no she told me that I should have asked her. Then about 3 weeks ago, while I was opening my locker her and a group of her friends walked by me. While they were walking by me her friends said, "...you should try," then she said, "...but I don't want to." Then she kind of pushed me and said hi. I don't know if she's just doing all this as a friend or because she likes me.After a while I went and told one of my friends about her. But instead of helping he made it worse. He found her Facebook page and asked her for her phone number under my name. Now I barely see her at all and when I do it seems like she's ignoring me. I don't know what to make out of this. What do you guys think I should do? (7 Comments |Comment on this)Sunday, July 28th, 20136:54 pm[live_love_life1] Well.have a crush on this boy that I used to sit on the same table as in art class. I didn't notice him at first, but slowly we started having conversations with the other kids on the table that soon led to just us two talking. We both live on a farm and own horses (yes I ride horses) and my friends have told me that I live near him. Soon enough in class we changed seats and I sat on the same table as him in class. So I was sitting with him in Art and home-class. We chatted heaps and during maths, once we'd figured out answers we'd exchange them and hand them into the teacher together. Soon enough in Art I began to fall for him, I it went uphill in home-class as well. When nearing the end of term 1, his mate that he sits next to says that he has a crush on me. He said he won't stop talking about me, "(my name) this" and "(my name) that". When term 2 came, it was the same as term 1. I was told by my two friends one day before French. They rushed up to me and said "(his name) likes you!" and it took me several minutes to process what they were saying. That was the end of that for the day though. Several weeks passed and him and his mate would usually have small fights, I found it quite amusing and every time he spoke he would smile and look at me then argue more with his shoulder partner. One day in art, the teacher announced we were changing seats, I ended up in a different group with him, but we'd always catch each other glancing at one another. Eventually, we changed seats in home-class as well and sat no where near each other! But we were still kinda close through the rest of term 2. I had to go to year 7 camp during term 2, for 3 days actually and I missed him the most. When we got back, it was just after 1pm and we rest of the class was at a basketball clinic on the basketball court. They got back around 2:30pm and the class came back and we began to pack up. Some guys had stacked a heap of chairs and he jumped up and sat on them. I caught him smiling at me but I pretended not to notice. The last week of term 2 and I fell sick, I got back on the last day. I spoke to him a few times that day, then didn't see him for 2 weeks. Term 3 arrived and we had swimming lessons. On Wednesday the third swimming lesson of the week. One of my friends overheard something and told a group of friends that were beside me. They looked at me surprised, "Did you know (his name) has a crush on you?!" they said. I was starting to doubt that it was rumours until that day. Now in art I sit near him again. A few days ago, we watched a film and my younger brother or sister showed up and he looked straight at me and smiled and laughed. I always look at his reactions to something that has anything do to with me. Now I sit a few desks away from him in home-class again, and we usually look at each other and smile and the occasional laugh. Still. Some days we act like this for weeks, then other days it's like he doesn't know me and that's when I start to doubt if he likes me back. I'm not sure! I need advice and any possible help :S.Thanks,Anonymous (Comment on this)Sunday, June 23rd, 20137:44 pm[kkls856]Oh, boy Honestly, I joined this website specifically so that I could get advice on this so please comment.I'm falling hard for this guy (who will not be named). That alone doesn't sound bad but he just so happens to be one of my best friends' older brother. Is that bad? I'm going to say this now, I am a 16 year old girl (I'm a senior in high school and will be 17 in Nov.) and he just turned 19 in May and graduated high school in June. We're technically two years apart so the age difference itn't bad at all. I had a crush on him from the moment I was over at their house and he walks in through the back door and asks "who is this?" With a confused face that quickly turned to a goofy smile. Not only is he ridiculously attractive but he's also insanely nice, a little nerdy, love video games, and has the same taste as me with just about everything. Anytime we see each other he waves and gives me a huge smile. If he has his headphones on and I walk in the room he immediately takes them off. He once gave me his jacket when I was cold which I'm still confused about whether that means he likes you or if he's just being polite. I think it's really cute when we all watch horror movies and he covers his eyes a lot. He turned off his video game just to show me one episode of a show he really likes. Whenever something happens I always find myself looking towards him to see his reaction. When we were watching stand up comedy (which he loves) he said watching my face/reactions was more entertaining than the show. I don't get crushes much so it's a big deal. Don't give me that crap about being "too young to know" and such. I like him a big deal. I don't know if he likes me back or not but he might. I don't want to tell my friend because I'm afraid it will ruin our friendship. I do want to figure out if he likes me though, I know he likes me as a person and thinks I'm cool but I want to know if he likes me the way I like him. I'm nervous if something were to happen though because he's experienced relationship wise and I've never had a boyfriend ever. Would it be better if I made I clear I liked him? Or for me to see if he likes me? How would I do that? Please, help is really appreciated (4 Comments |Comment on this)Thursday, March 14th, 20132:11 am[princessbobesca]lab courier crush Hi all. I m new to the community.So at work, there is this lab courier who works at the lab that I work in who brings us stuff. To define what lab couriers do, at least at our lab, they have their own set routes they go on, they pick up specimens and paperwork and slides at all of our various clients, and bring them back to the lab. He s kinda cute...albeit somewhat younger than me.I need some advice on how one would gauge the interactions I ve had with him over the last few months. They don t happen often, nor have they happened every day, so all this might mean is that he s just generally being a nice guy to all of us. He s an outstanding employee. He started last fall and picked up on his job so quickly and he s always been on-time with our stuff. If he s running late or doesn t havesomething he goes back to get it if possible. I really like that about him. As an employee, I like him. He s a good worker.These are a few examples of things that have happened in the last few months. This may be nothing at all, but I m going to throw them out there.Just an FYI - I m copying and pasting my story into this entry from another place where I shared it, so I apologize about the font being a bit off. I ve had issues in the past with other LJ communities where mods have told me the font is too different and isn t acceptable. If that is an issue with this entry, kindly let me know and I ll figure out a way to fix it.This past Tuesday (3-12-13). I ll use that as my first example. I went into the break room, opened up the fridge and pulled out part of my 20 oz diet coke. He comes in. Asks me if I am snacking on the job. Of course I said, yeah, I guess I am. I laughed a little. He was in and out tho - bought something out of a vending machine and jetted out the door for another run.Another example - a few times...not that many, two or three, when he d bring flow (cytometry) specimens and data entry, when he d bring me my data entry envelope, he d say, do ya want it? and try to take it away from me.And there s been times when I get ready to leave for the night and he s coming in with his last load of stuff for the night before he leaves, I ll open the door for him if I happen to see him while I m waiting for my ride.Recently, I checked his Facebook page and it says he s single so I know that.So this is where I am at this point in time. He s nice to everyone, including me, and these things above are probably nothing at all. But if there s anyone here who can gauge what is going on here I d appreciate it.I ve decided to let him make the move, because I m so busy at work that we don t have time to interact much at all. I really don t think anything s gonna happen, because I feel like, all this time we ve known each other, he would have said something to me or made the move. It s been months. I just developed my crush on him last week.In lieu of a lot of advice, I guess I m just looking for how one would gauge these interactions we ve had which haven t been THAT many, and how you all would interpret it.Thanks in advance for any help you can give me. :) (Comment on this)Sunday, October 21st, 20128:10 am[seven7hearts] I just wanted to let anyone who s reading this know because I m a bit shy I will be using fake names. I will not write daily because that is a big sacrifice and also because I have homework, school and of course my crush =).But I will write in series like in parts.So to not get anyone confused later I ll write the same title for my story and the number by it so you know which is the beginning.I also have this entry on my profile. IfI dont countinue to write hereI might just only write on myprofile. My Crush Story (1)So I don t know how exactly I started having feelings but I remembered when I first met her I had been switched to magnet I changed my 4th period to my 6th period (which was drama).I switched it because that was my old class and I felt more comfortable there but I changed my P.E class to 4th period where I didn t know anyone.The next day for P.E I was the new kid so I didn t know anyone in that period. That day our teacher took us to the gym. He was going to make us do exercises by using the basketballs. This is where I met her. He told us to walk over to the gym and this girl( Lisette, my friend) asked me if I was new. I nodded because I really wasn t in the mood to talk because.. (to make another story short I was heartbroken from my last crush).So then Alice( MY CRUSH :D) asked me if was new to the school. No, just to Magnet I answered but I guess I answered a bit mad because I noticed that I scared them off and they kinda walked away and left me alone for awhile. I was kinda relieved because I wanted to be alone. I didn t have feelings for Alice at this time I just thought she was pretty well cute because I thought Dominique(my other friend) was bit prettier but a kinda mean(sarcastic). Anyways while, another friend came with them. Her name is Azucena( she s also my friend but I don t see her as often because she s in regular but *whispers* she s kinda annoying) Anyways I could hear them talking and I heard Lisette say I looked sporty and then I heard Alice say I think he can hear you .Lisette walked faster to catch up to me and asked Do you to play sports before I could answer Mr.Gutierrez (my teacher) told us to sit in role call. He made the first people in line shoot basketballs it was unbelievable how many kids missed. It was finally my turn and I remember walking up and then I shot, two funny things happened in this moment 1. I made it and 2. Lisette shouted to Alice and Dominique I TOLD YOU, HE LOOKED SPORTY .This was funny because she made the whole class turn.This made me smile. I guess Alice saw and she laughed at Lisette. Lisette was in trouble and Mr. (i ll say that for short) made her go up ,she just shot where ever to get it over with and she didn t make it and she sat back down embarrassed. Next was Alice she ended up making it then after her a whole bunch of kids started making it too. After that Mr. let us out of the gym. I quickly left to avoid the girls. I sat on the grass next to tree but unfortunately they came and found me. One thing I never forget is that Alice sat on the left of me and said We came to bother you in my mind i answered I know you did .After that I found out that they were really funny not just funny but hilarious like exaggeratingly hilarious no lie they started to get up but I didn t follow and Alice turned around and asked me You don t wanna come us? It was the way she said that me feel bad so I followed biggest mistake because after that all hell broke loose they started acting real crazy they tried taking off my shoe and Alice started chasing me. All I remember is that I had fun for once in a long awhile. And I m really glad I met these girls. Current Mood: calm (4 Comments |Comment on this)Thursday, June 11th, 20096:28 pm[bee_la]Le Crush (Long story... but written well...) At first I couldn't believe that there was a LJ group called secret_crushes. But then I realised that I actually WANTED to write about it without seeming weird. O_o So, here is my story. Read it, or don't.(Le Crush. Loooong story...Collapse)And, ohmygod I think I just listed his good qualities on LameJournal. I have reached a new low...xxxBee-La (1 Comment |Comment on this)Monday, May 11th, 20098:26 pm[angelnova]My Crush Hi everyone! =)I feel like this is Crushes Anonymous or something... "Hi, my name is Angelnova and I have a crush". Anyways, mine has been going on for 7 months now, so there's A LOT of back story, but I'll try to sum it up the best I can. I started a new job in August and met this great guy - J. He was like a dorky older brother at first and I'm not sure how it happened, but one day, suddenly something happened and by the time I realize I'm crushing over this guy, it's too late.But he was leaving. I was training with him to take over his job. We both knew this from the start. He left about 6 months ago, but at first when he left, we talked every day at work (granted, about work things, but still... sometimes there was really no need, but we did anyways) Wow... this is harder than I thought. Basically, the last 7 months of my journal is filled with stuffs about him and things that happened, and 7 months is hard to sum up.Basically, I didn't tell him about my feelings due to a number of reasons (including that we worked together). I wrote him a letter about a month ago and attempted to send it over facebook, but I spent so long trying to perfect it, that fb timed out as I tried to send it, so I'm not really sure if it sent it or not... there's no message to him in my "sent items" box, but that doesn't always mean that it didn't send...And then our last communication, I called him about some work thing. First thing he did was complain that I'm always calling him (we kinda have this jokey, pick on one another relationship, so I knew he was joking around...because I hadn't called him in awhile). Then, the last part of the conversation, he says "Call me". I laugh and say "One minute you complain I call you and the next, you ask me to call you?". He said "I know" but indicated that he was only joking but really liked hearing from me. And once again, asked me to call him. "Okay", I said.But like a dork, I haven't called him. Why? Because some part of me thinks that he was talking to someone else and not me... or just said it as a casual sign-off thing, like "See ya later".... but why would he have said it twice?? Plus, I technically don't have his number... we have a sheet with everyone's numbers on it, but I thought it was stalkerish to take it from there... I was going to wait until we spoke again, and say that I didn't have his number or something... I embarrassed to contact him and apologize for not calling... what if he's totally forgotten about it? I mean, he's not obsessing about it like I am... I'd DIE to talk to him again... I love talking to him...But I have no idea if he thinks of me as a kid sister or something... I know he cares about me, but to what extent, I have no idea. On the last day we saw each other in person, I had a bad migraine and got sick to my stomach. The nausea came on me fast and all I had time to do was wrap myself around a trash can. Fortunately he wasn't in the room at the time, but someone told him I was sick and he came running... I dunno, but I wouldn't come running unless it was someone I cared about, yano?Anyways, I can't stop thinking about the "Call me". He called the office the other day and didn't ask for me. I was crushed. I sent him a message on facebook - he was calling because he was transferring again and I figured it was a good ice-breaker, but he hasn't answered me yet... -sigh-I have tried everything I can think of to get over this crush. I have nearly worn myself out by going out and having fun with friends. I've started new hobbies. Nothing works... My friends think I'm a little bit nuts... I'm sure they are tired of hearing about him... And a few times, I just resolved to cut him out of my life completely because it hurt too much, but something will happen - he'll send a note or call and it's just too adorable. Once, he called me at work, just to tell me that he was stupid. LOL that was the oddest phone call I've ever received. -sigh- I'm just so hopeless... And I really want to know if maybe he might like me too. I have no idea. Sometimes, I think I see little sparks, but I have no idea if it's just my brain playing tricks on me... What do you guys think?I figured maybe a group of crushes anonymous could help me... I think it's almost my last resort... unless I ever get the guts to make that phone call and end up telling him then... which I think I just might have to do to get rid of this... (6 Comments |Comment on this)Tuesday, April 21st, 20093:43 pm[just_believe_87]Online dating Ok.So . . .I'm a 21 year old college student, and I've been single since 2007. Igo through these phases where I'm absolutely sick of being single, and during my most recent one, I signed up for a couple of dating sites. I wasn't really expecting anything to come of it, Ijust figured that the more Ireach out, the more likely someone is to extend a hand in return. Anyway, after fooling around with that for a little while, one of the guys who I virtually winked at on the website IMed me on Thursday. (the first guy who has made a serious effort to contact me outside of the site.) Iwas a little nervous at first about talking to a guy Ihadn't met yet, but then Iwas extremely excited that someone was interested enough to contact me. We had a pretty good conversation, and we talked for about an hour that night before he signed off to go to bed. The conversation started out with him sort of grilling me on my interests and what I was looking for, but it got more casual by the end. Ifelt that it went well, and Ifeel like we may have clicked. Anyway, since this event I've been really anxious to talk to him again, because he seems to have a lot of great qualities. I found him on facebook the next day, and again was pleasantly surprised to see some more really attractive qualities reflected by his page. Iadded him as a friend on Saturday, with a note saying Hey, I really enjoyed talking to you the other night. I hope we can talk again soon. He accepted the friend request right away, (within the hour) but left no response. However, I haven't heard from him since, and am beginning to get even more anxious and impatient. I checked yesterday and he had deleted his dating profile.So . . . Ihave several questions . . .Does this look good for me? Should Ibe worried? Ireally think I like him. : \Also, what are the expectations, rules, or etiquette of using a dating site? Are there any? Would it be too forward for me to try to contact him again right away? Would that be creepy or stalker-ish? Is there a right or wrong way to go about this?Basically, I think I've decided that if he doesn't contact me again within one week, I'm going to refocus and move on. Reasonable?Ialways overanalyze everything with guys, but it's so hard when Idon't actually know him in person.Anyway, thanks for your input.Cross posted to crush_ed Current Mood: anxious (1 Comment |Comment on this)Monday, April 6th, 20098:28 pm[chemical_sara]Nerdy Secret Love He has a lot of attractive female friends. He might have a girlfriend. He is incredibly handsome. He is very good-natured and funny. He is out of my league.He is also a superdork.Yet, I'm so utterly doe-eyed over him that for quite some time I overlooked his highwater pants and the fact that he wears white athletic socks with black dress shoes, not to mention his insatiable love for natural sciences and Pikachu. On most guys, I would be turned offby this- but on him, nerdiness isunbearably adorable!Now just because I'm saying he's a geek doesn't mean I see myself as superior to him somehow; I'm a band geek with emo tendencies. I think he is absolutely wonderful. I never believed in love at first sight, I thought the notion was incredibly stupid and just an excuse to act upon lust, but now I'm not so sure... when I first saw him, it felt like I knew him, like I could connect with him instantly, and needless to say, I developed a major crush. I haven't told anyone (until now, I suppose) and that is my excuse for gushing about how great he is. Somehow he is very innocent and devious at the same time. He is beautiful and tall and thin.I met him when he auditioned for a movie I'm making, and he was cast in the supporting male role. I did not cast him because I have a crush on him, I cast him because he was right for the part, but I now regret casting him at all because having a crush on him is tiring and painful. In his presence, I suddenly become very clumsy and say stupid things constantly. The other day, I tripped and fell and dropped a ton of stuff on the ground in front of him. Embarrassing! On the first night of shooting my movie, my filmmaking partners and I were shooting a scene brimming with fake blood, AKA red corn syrup, and just as he entered the building with his arm around another girl, I dropped a bag of the corn syrup and it splattered onto his khakis. Uggghhhh. That same night, he pretended to be a cheerleader using a bunch of pillow stuffing as pom-poms, and this is weird, but I think I really fell for him in that moment. Unfortunately he is cute. I'm cute, but I'm chubby and I've acted like a complete idiot in front of him every time we've seen each other around campus. Also, I'm like 80% sure he has a girlfriend or a major crush on another girl. My heart physically aches whenever I see him but I can't tell anyone that I like him because I know it will get back to him if I do, and I don't want him to know because he would definitely not be interested in me. I'm pathetic, I know.Does anyone else feel this hopeless about their crush? Any advice on how to get over him or make him see me in a different light? Current Mood: nerdy (4 Comments |Comment on this)Tuesday, February 3rd, 20096:12 pm[lulucute15]today Waaaaaaaa!!!!! I gotta bad cough!!!! Since the @$%# rainy season started, the cold went right to my chest and since our class room is a room by itself just on the out skirts of the building so when it rains the cold comes in from three out of four sides. Plus my chruh who I sit one seat away from lives the fan, so it's alway in our direction, but since I started coughing, he stopped... Oh, and he's treating me nice now, but that's just because I'm ovulating (you know before periods a woman gets prettier to attract the opposite sex) and he always fall for it every time, he dosen't know it, but he gets a little intimate and more... sexual toward me... and then he says he dosen't like me... Wanna hear the joke of the day? Well you see, I told Stevenson under some circumstanc that I knew what Haans' dream girl looked like and she was ugly and totally fake... and I caught Haans pointing at me!!!! ie; I could take it two ways, he likes me and he thinks I'm ugly... not that I care, I still like him.... yay!!! Current Mood: devious (Comment on this)Saturday, January 31st, 20099:14 am[lulucute15] Today, I have no school to attend, so I will not see you at all, you visited me in mydreams to play with the whispery curls at the back of my neck, and tell me the sweetest things in my ear. I know you not to be the man of that sort, if you were to read this you'd tell me cut the litrature shit, yestersay, I picked a fight with you becuse I wanted to know what I wnted, did I want your silence or your hate, and I found I just wanted your smile... You made fun of me, saying the rain is falling, how I love the rain and that I cry... such anology and comparison, why now do you say you do not have a poetic soul? TOday I am away from you and the sun shines on my life, wiht it a distant coldness like a winter's sun. I am glad I do not see you, in your beauty, to make me think I am insane, and yet, so much do I want you to be here to disbalance my perfect life, to remind me I am alive, what do you do now my love? As I write of you, do you think of me, or are to too busy, trapped in the world of games? P.S I hate DOTA and TEKKEN, He always chooses them over me, but why should I complain? We aren't together, right? Current Mood: crushed (2 Comments |Comment on this)Saturday, March 29th, 200810:55 pm[techno_bunny04] I have a really big crush on a guy i've recently met but don't know what to do. Can anyone help me?Pam (1 Comment |Comment on this)Wednesday, March 12th, 20088:25 pm[nicenhappy]On and Off There's this guy who I have this on and off crush relationship with.Lately, he's been really nice.And stomach-clutching hilarious! :DAnd sometimes I have the feeling he likes me.But I just don't know if he does.:(Help? (1 Comment |Comment on this)Friday, October 26th, 20072:47 pm[serenagreen]Good to see you~! Hi! Good to see that there's someone else here. I saw your entries on your blog. Your first one, I could relate to. None of my friends in life know that I have this blog, nor do they know the thing (still only one post so far) that's on it. I can't tell it to them somehow...I don't have any guy friends that are very close, so I do not know what it's like to develop crushes on them, and none of the guys that I know are... well, dare I say, not my type. So I'm afraid I don't have much to say on that. I hope your confession went well..? Current Mood: contemplative (2 Comments |Comment on this)Friday, October 19th, 200710:47 pm[victus_universe]Entry post You're not alone anymore!I have a very short entry, because I have confessed to my current crush, so it isn't exactly secret anymore.GENERALIZATION:Does anyone else have the problem of developing crushes on close friends as part of the process of developing the friendship.Or if that didn't make sense, it feels like I get a crush on my best friends as a part of the natural progression of the friendship. (2 Comments |Comment on this)Saturday, October 13th, 200710:29 pm[serenagreen]First to post? Am I really the first to post here? Hmm... I was hoping I wouldn't be... oh well I even wonder if someone's going to read this... ... Current Mood: sad (Comment on this)

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